dia lah Sinar

Adam... anak yang sangat comel...dia lah cahaya mata ku.. hadirnya dia dalam hidupku sangat sangat dihargai.

Sewaktu dalam kandungan, dia lah yang bersamaku.. dia mendengar setiap denyutan jantungku.. dia mendengar tawa nangisku... aku tidak kisah samada bayi ini lelaki atau perempuan... maklumlah anak pertama..

Dalam pada kandunganku berusia 5 bulan, doctor nak scan for baby gender... siapa yang tak nak tahu kan... masih segar dalam ingatanku.. aku berdoa pada Allah... " Ya Allah... dengan izinMU aku bakal jadi ibu.. rahsiaMu bukan milikku..namun aku hanya mampu berdoa akan samada anak yg bakal lahir ini lelaki atau perempuan, aku berserah padamu.. sesungguhNYA Kau maha Mengetahui dalam mana kekuatanku dan kudratku sebagai ibu bayi ini.. KAu beri lah aku seorang bayi yang sesuai dengan fitrahku, kekuatanku untuk membesarkannya dan yang paling penting dugaan yg bakal aku terima darinya sesuai dengan kekuatan dan kelemahanku sebagai hambaMu.."

Bila dah scan, doctor kata "BOY".. aku tahu suamiku mahukan baby girl sebab dia kata she can be daddy girl..tapi aku tahu dia tak kisah... dalam renungan matanya aku tahu dia bahagia.. dan aku nekad akan aku jaga kandungan ni sehingga dia lahir dan membesar... sebab itu lah hadiah aku sebagai isteri padanya... penat lelah dan sakit pening ku sewaktu mengandung hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu.. aku bersyukur dengan hasil scan yg menunjukkkan aku bakal dapat anak lelaki... aku tak tahu kenapa dan mengapa.. tapi aku pasti anak ini adalah pengikat kasih kami berdua.. dan dia lah pintu rezeki kami didunia dan satu satunya harta kami dia akhirat kelak..rahsia Allah bukan milik hambaNya..

my baby

"My precious little baby
I have loved you from the start
You are a tiny miracle
Laying closely to my heart."

Children are a handful sometimes, A heartfull all the time...

Now & Then

Now & Then . . .

I was browsing thru my baby's pictures and I came across his picture when he was just a day old and now being 5 months. So using the lastest app on my iphone, here is Adam Then and Now... Gosh.. I remembered those cheeks are just "munch-able"! LOL..

Actually he didnt change much from birth..Just that he is now losing that baby fats on his cheeks.. I used to wonder where he got that cheeks from..now I dont bother cause whatever it is, he is still my Adam.. Nothing can change that!

Alert! Beeeeg Alert!

Warning!!! Seriously & Fatally Cute and Adorable!

He is 6 months plus now and I brought him swimming at Bukit Batok CSC club last weekend and we even bought this baby float for him. (Will upload the picture soon..) But wat i adore most is his Bumble Bee swim wear.. Got this at NEX shopping centre a few weeks ago when I made my way there and found this selling at those push carts sale. For $15?????? I say its worth it..

Made him wear that last weekend and seriously he looks cute in it.. I bought a size bigger and the swim wear is a lil loose but not the cap.. It fits him well..he has a wide head circumference.. LOL..

I know some mommies told me that its not advisable to bring their baby to the pool.. Then what about those mini pool that they have in those shopping centre where they place the baby in the so-called jacuzzi..isnt it the same? Duh!!



Adam turn 6 months old

Turning 6 months old for Adam on the 9th October this year. He was becoming more adorable these days And the best part, he started eating now.. semi-solid food of course!!! :) *wink wink*

He's becoming a lil more weighty now that he drinks more than he used to.. He smiles and laugh a lot now.. which made me so eager to leave office and look forward to pick him after work every single day. His smile was the pulling factor. He recognised people now. He recognised those familiar faces he saw every single day.. and that, of course, include me, his mommy!!! I love when he smile when he saw me.. It was priceless!! Nothing can buy that in this world. I am so thankful to God for blessing with Adam in my life.

Adam,
u light up my life with your cheeky smile and laughter..

Words of Wisdom

Words of Wisdom

Gaya si manja Adam

Picture was removed. To avoid duplication my baby pic. It is only meant for those close at heart and not those who does not deserve it.

Comel anak ku... Sayang Adam..